She revealed
she made the decision to end the marriage
after suffering a panic attack while preparing
for a photoshoot...(This hollywood people shaa..read more of her excuses)
As I sat there getting
made up, my heart was
beating out of my chest and I felt like I couldn't breathe... I became consumed
with anxiety,' she writes in the tome as detailed by a People excerpt.
What was happening to me? I leaped from my chair and said to my dear manager Benny Medina, "Benny,
something is happening! I feel like I'm going crazy." My mom was there and
she rushed to my side too.
'It was one of those moments when you're so scared you can't even scream. In a blur of fear and panic, I looked at Benny and my mother and blurted out the words: "I don't think I can be with Marc anymore." Then I burst into tears.
'It was out, Jennifer recalls. 'The thing I feared more than anything in the world. I collapsed into their arms and began to sob.'
'It was one of those moments when you're so scared you can't even scream. In a blur of fear and panic, I looked at Benny and my mother and blurted out the words: "I don't think I can be with Marc anymore." Then I burst into tears.
'It was out, Jennifer recalls. 'The thing I feared more than anything in the world. I collapsed into their arms and began to sob.'
She
also admitted she has suffered abuse in past relationships
I've never gotten a black
eye or busted lip but I've been in relationships where I have been abused in
one way or another: mentally, emotionally, verbally,' she reveals. 'I know what
it feels like for your soul to be diminished by the way your loved one is
treating you.
'It took me years to figure out that, in that kind of relationship the intensity and the conflict are really coming from two people.
'Because every day you don't walk out that door, every day you accept things in a partner and in yourself, is a day that you're saying it's okay.'
'It took me years to figure out that, in that kind of relationship the intensity and the conflict are really coming from two people.
'Because every day you don't walk out that door, every day you accept things in a partner and in yourself, is a day that you're saying it's okay.'
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