Introducing the first nmaora stories of hurt, betrayal, deceit, love and help. thanks for reading and laying your tot.
When we first met, he was the perfect man for me. He claimed to understand how I felt and always gave me every reasons to trust him. I never saw him take anything stronger than juice, no wine, no gin. He would give me all of his attention when I needed it then. This was about two years ago. He wasn't well paid where he worked, so I got him a blackberry then and we would chat till the mid of the night. Months end, we would go shopping together. Since I come from a rich family and I already have my business, I never minded spending on him.
He became so loyal I felt a bit insecure with his loyalty. I had to erase the fear off my mind thinking he does really love me and he's willing to do anything for me. When I was angry, he would not hesitate to say sorry even when it's obvious I was the one who was wrong. I felt I got my perfect man and then we decided to get married.
Few months after, my dreams came tumbling down. His real personality was hidden till the knot would be tied. Now I see the reality of the assumed perfect man I married. A drunk, a cheat, a wife beater and a dishonest man looks me in the face every evening. He would beat me at every misunderstanding till I learnt to keep quiet and allow him talk.
I still love him and I want the real him. Even if he had faked the past behaviour, he acted it so well that it was real. I believe words could change him to the man I really wanted him to be. Please what do I do? Do I give up on him or do I keep hoping he would change? I do believe God can change the stony heart to that of flesh.
2 comments:
Go talk to the person he fears and listens to often, maybe pastor or his parents. They could help talk some sense into him
awww well more worst things happen thou. but just put in in prayer.
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